Chapter 3. Philosophical

The most important in life is to be able to safe your individuality, even if society and surrounding people cannot understand you and only try to impose their view of life and behavior. I know it’s difficult. For too many people it’s convenient to keep others from expressing their individuality, to prevent their development and, for God’s sake, for them not to become more successful.

I know for sure, that each human being is unique and must find the one’s way in life to follow it. The worst for me is to behave and act the same as others. Not once in my life I was in depressive state, feeling bitter and sad due to others opinion that my life was wrong, or that my reaction to those or others events was wrong etc.

At a moment I realized that had lost myself, my dreams, stopped feeling, started suppressing my desires! And in course of all this I appeared with no sense of life. To avoid this you have to try your very best in taking care of yourself, of your individuality. You have to love and accept yourself the way you are; always think positively, and let positive thought be part of your life. In a while you will see that everything is getting better. I promise! I know what I am speaking about! I looked at myself and understood that till I fulfill my bigger dream – to be a singer – I wouldn’t be contented and my body wouldn’t let me be calm.

As soon as I stepped on my own way, when I vigorously started planning and, in a while, acting, straight a way I felt a happy person. I see my aim nowadays; I work with pleasure and get a great satisfaction from this.

All stated above is my own experience and further on I will tell you detailed about me, my life and about how I managed to overcome the depression and sadness and to find the way which leads me towards my dream. Perhaps, somebody will find my experience useful and this will help this person to change his or her life, the way I did it some time ago with mine. So, to be continued... Always yours, Kara Queen.

Chapter 2. The Beginning.

I have always been thinking about my dream. I used to imagine myself in the place of many famous singers and show-women and when I did so, my heart would start beating like crazy from happiness and I would feel a pleasant warmth flowing all over my body. Later I realized that this was that inner attraction to my own way, which I couldn’t fight at the moment. And also this accident which has changed everything…
At first I was feeling really bad inside, I was depressed and desperate, didn’t see a way out and all this was making me crazy. I didn’t want to do anything, couldn’t think about anything, and envied any success of others… Shortly, I brought myself to the edge. It’s an awful state when you can’t pull yourself together. It’s so ugly and disgusting and the one starts hating oneself for weakness and for getting lost in searches of one’s own way!
In such difficult moments those who are close to you help a lot! I’m really happy that that time near to me was a very dear and close person, who saw my depression and didn’t dismiss it but supported me. I opened myself to him completely in one conversation and it was enough. I said that had been always dreaming about the stage and was always willing to sing and got an answer which could be reduced to: “Why not? Act!” After this exciting night talk everything has started…

Chapter 1. Lyrical...

Hi everyone! I am Kara Queen
Welcome to the world of my songs and to my own world. I have something to share with those, whose soul is still young, especially if your dreams are your aims.
I want to tell you about my life. Here I’ll be placing all my thoughts and feeling, perhaps, they may help someone to move forward by the road of life.
Very often I see that people, who don’t do what they really want, become victims of circumstances of life. Until recently, I used to be the same and would carry the same burden with me, till the time came and I realized, that this burden is too heavy and I reached the point where I had to change myself and my life. At the end of 2008 I got in a serious car accident and it became that turning point for me. After this I asked myself why I had got into it and why survived and started desperately looking for answers. It was one of the most difficult periods of my life. I got depression and every day it would get worse. I was analyzing each single part of my life, realizing that it wasn't at all what I would like it to be, and that I was always only trying my best to match somebody’s standards and used to limit myself saying: “it’s too late to start a new life”.
I always wanted to be a singer, and used to imagine thousands of fans impatiently waiting for my appearance on the stage, and I, in my turn, would give them all me and all that energy which overwhelms me. I understood that I have to choose my way, follow my heart and to open my musical talent. And I absolutely don’t care about what those who are still afraid to change anything will think about me. Probably, they will decide that I have lost my mind and that I’m trying to reach the unreachable dream.
But I know that I’m on the right way, and that all my fans, all those who love my talent, will help me, and I imagine them and love them already!